It has been a good 2 weeks at least since my last posting and boy oh boy!!!
So much has taken place that when I sit back and really think about it, I can only attribute it to the specific things that I fasted and prayed for at the beginning of the year.
The main thing that I truly desired was clarity...in everything, on all levels...
I mean, let's think about this for a minute; I am on a journey to "fit the pieces together"...
How can I do that if I am not really clear on what is going on???
How can I restore myself, and rebuild what has been torn down, if I do not know the real deal???
Regardless of what it is.
Well, I will say this without revealing too much. It was clarity that I prayed for and it was truly clarity that I received.
So many times we "say" we want the truth, but I will tell you this, the truth really does hurt.
Especially if you have been holding on to what you thought was the truth, for over a decade....I was knocked off of my feet for about 4 days, but when I came out on the other side....Let's just say, that is when things started moving in fast forward; and here is the lesson that I learned:
When you ask God to move in your life, and HE thinks you are ready (not you); and He begins to move, the only thing you need to do is sit back and enjoy the ride.
....and so it is with me. I have realized that He is leading me on this journey to "Fit the Pieces Together"
xoxo
Be Well
Thanks for sharing, I wish there was a safe way to fast while nursing- it always seems to get the job done!
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